would you let me have my way with you...?

you were either paying a lot of attention to all of the things that i've been telling you during the past few years about my likes and dislikes... or i must be loosing my minds... cause it seems so easy for you to make your way through my life, so that this game of yours is making me mad!
mad about u.
mad about the way you make me want it, mad about this uncertainty that haunts me every time we meet.
mad that i'm biting my tongue every time we talk and you don't notice i'm staring at your upper lip, fighting not to kiss it.
mad cause you know that if you'll let me have my way with you, i'll find it less interesting than i do now.
mad cause you're having fun watching me acting all smart, selfish & bitchy and then suddenly i get speechless when you grab my hair and start kissing me like you own me.
mad that one night you're all over me when i less expect it, and the next minute you turn your back at me... mad again cause this makes me smile instead of making me mad!